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Wed, Sep. 5th, 2012, 09:54 pm
For those who look at this

I am no longer the whiny kid who let everyone step on him, who i was anymore.
That is all

Sat, Apr. 18th, 2009, 02:24 pm
so its been a while

So im here again back at my moms house after my vancouver living experience. And what have i learned........... Stay out of houses with infestation problems. This would seem obvious to most but truly until youve lived in a place like that for 8 months you really dont know. So playing new pokemon and am highly addicted and yes im a horrid pokewhore and am breeding everything. ( mostly evee's right now but fixing that once i get a magmar. So i can hatch eggs faster.

But things are going well in life sorting out the next step of jobs and such again as im better pretty much now ( was sick ) but yeah. oh yeah ps kole GET POKEMON OMG OMG OMG new one so good >.>

Im a addict but you love me
^_^ iggy

Wed, Jun. 4th, 2008, 10:33 am

i found the song which i guess best explains me right now

Infected Mushroom - Becoming Insane
by Infected Mushroom

Infected Mushroom - Becoming Insage

No me acuerdo lo que paso
Ni me di cuenta ni que me pico
Todo da vueltas como un carrusel
Locura recurre todita mi piel

Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won´t get insane
Tell me why it´s always the same
Explain me the reason why I´m so much in pain

Before I change again...
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Before I change again...
Remind me the story that I won't get insane

Insane, Insane, Insane, Insane,Insane, I'm Becoming Insane!!!

Yeah i snapped :D

There will be blood :P

and not mine :D

Sun, Mar. 23rd, 2008, 06:11 pm

Im tired of how you do this to me everytime, flirt with me make me feel like youve let me back into your life just to turn and treat me like im the pleauge five minutes later when the next cute guy walks in the room. I hate how it kills me and cuts me up everytime you touch another guy. And when i find you on the floor rolling around with them like some kind of dog in heat you look me up in the eye with a hurt look.......

and you phone me telling me how you want to sleep with such and such and how you made out with whats his name........

No wonder i used to drink at raves

But so is my lot in life

I am medic hear me bandage

Sun, Sep. 9th, 2007, 05:38 am

Video games dont effect kids. If Packman effected kids we would be running around in darkened rooms eating magic pills listeningto loud, repetitive, electronic music

Sun, Jun. 17th, 2007, 05:05 pm

ok im happy dont worry had a nice sleep and evertything is good again
I is loveds her and yeah so

Talk to you all later

Sun, Jun. 17th, 2007, 06:36 am

we each deal with pain, in each our own way,
some abuse drugs, or drink it away
some of us see above and know that this life is not ours
they know they must live on because of the powers.
The powers that be the power that rule
To deny to not believe is to be a fool.

Some of us cannot get past this torturous pain
even though we try hard
we only hold this torch in vein

we cut to get past ,
we cut to see ,
we cut so that we can let others live free

We walk the strings of fate touching many lives,
Never meant to stay we are just criticized.

Those we try to stay with, those we try to love
They tear us apart, steal the wings from above

We shall live on and they shall never know
love to you all for you know where i go

Wed, Jun. 6th, 2007, 09:16 am

"The only life I know
I don't know how to live otherwise...
It seems to selfish to speak up
And say "what about me?
I hurt to...please help me..."
When there are so many others out there who hurt more,
Or can't internalize it like I can,
I can hold it in very well...
I'm good at that,
I only break down on occasion, And even then no one really knows it.
Why can't it be sufficient to live like that?
It's easy that way,
I hate putting myself fisrt...
It seems selfish."

Tue, May. 1st, 2007, 06:48 pm

slit my wrists and call me strong after this day i will be gone

Mon, Feb. 12th, 2007, 11:32 pm
ok i know blue moon your telling me

I know how rare it is that i post but seeing as some ppl actually have read my journal recently and give a shit thought id post again. * waits for gasps and screams*

went to the job interview this morning. Thought it was supposed to be for taking care of a small network and some putting together of circiuts and such when the comps were not having a issue. But it wasnt it was just for putting there circiuts together a meaningless repetative job in where you did nothing but put them together and for low pay so me thinks ill look elsewhere for work but *shrugs* it happens.

Lets see its like less then 5 daysw ( technically its 24 min till 4 days till the rave ZOMG
im a wee bit excited its been a while since ive had a good rave and since ( as i said in my last post) ive cleared my head a bit im not going to have to deal with the drama which sometimes comes with raves. But YAY <(^_^)>

And now for some bad news im sorry my friends i gave into the dark side of the force....... 2 days ago i bought.......... ANIMAL CROSSING FOR THE DS........ Im so sorry ppl ive forsken my four gaming fathers and shamed my lineage.... if there is anyway you can forgive me ( or give me your friends code so i can see your town ) it would be greatly appreciated.

Well time to go play my new addiction. Im suprised by how stupid it is, you just want to keep playing to see if it gets alot better or if its just going to stay that simple. >_<

well later ppl

AND PPL FREAKING CALL ME no one calls anymore :( * stares at jen and beth then goes and climbs a tree steals wifi connection and plays animal crossing online*


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